eyes are very dry

I was walking around today and I started thinking, "what would my life look like if I were to see it flash before my eyes?" I became very intrigued and wondered, what it would look like, the sad thing is, I saw a lot of what I didn't want to see, then I thought what others would think, then what does God think?

I actually was blessed enough to visualize and imagine this happen, and what I saw was a lot of crap, not crap as in having crap done to me, but crap as in my actions. I came to see that if I were to die today, I would not only have a big portion of my life in a very negative place and a very negative film, but the film would be repulsing and ugly. So then on I made a vow.

I promised that I would no longer do filthy sinning, because it doesn't lead to any where productive, and it ruins my film, my Featured Film. I don't want to get to heaven, and when I get to chill finally next to Jesus, God and the Holy Spirit... and Jesus be like "dude, uhh... what the heck, what is this?" It would be so shameful, rather I want my movie to have the critics raving about how great it is.

How about you, are you Box Office hit, or are you just another x-rated film your parent's wouldn't want you watching?

Just something to think about...